She

Sometimes I wonder, must I give her up?
My feelings for her, must I make it stop?
All I wanted to be is a just man,
But now I’m confused, shall I take her hand?

I looked for inspiration around me,
And lo, I found her bedazzling beauty!
I didn’t mean to fall in love with her,
But oh, my heart got caught with that stunner!

Right now, I really don’t know what to do.
Maybe I should ask her to love me too,
Or just leave her the way she is right now.
What about my duties? I’m so tensed now.

Yes, I have to strive for my salvation.
I must work until I reach perfection.
But how can I do it without her love?
She that awakened the feelings I have.

Will this romance help me in my duties?
Or will it be a hindrance? -My worries…
Will my soul be able to do what’s right,
When it’s too busy asking her to plight?

I want to do good and help my brethren.
I also want to marry that maiden.
Will I be able to do well in both?
Or will I get torn apart like a cloth?

I am so puzzled right at this moment.
I might as well ask you for a comment.
Please tell me now, what should I do and say?
I wish I knew where I must go today.